I got PG with someone ive known for 5 years now. We get along just fine but the spark wasnt there sometimes and we’d be on and off. In between then i met someone and we clicked but we were long distance, about 3 states away from each other. I got pregnant with the one ive known for 5 years and i had to cut off the ex. We recently found connection again and the feelings have definitely returned but tonight he told me hes going on a first date. I definitely felt hurt so i decided to block him everywhere because i cant be living in some sort of fantasy like that. Especially when the ex has told me he misses me, tells me how we’ll make it out of this situation. I KNOW my focus shouldnt be on how crazy in love i still am with him which is why i decided to cut off ties but how does one get over it? It hurts bad and i have suffered through depression almost my whole life which is why i need ways to get over this. Baby daddy is super supportive and is going to be there the whole way, hes not a bad guy at all, in fact, hes the complete opposite. I just need tips/advice. Dont tell me to grow up, i know & im trying to do it. Im doing my best but i cant help but feel like such a disappointment and failure. I feel guilty and im trying to better myself for my child.