So I’m currently 20 weeks pregnant with my second LB but my ex partner is really difficult to deal with.
So about a year ago now I cheated and I knew what I did and how messed up it was and tried to prove how much I regretted it and my ex said that he would try and forgive me.
So a year later I’m pregnant with our first child together yet he still tells me he can’t forgive me even though we sleep together whenever he decides he wants to come around. He tells me he loves me, acts like we are a couple then he decides he can’t do it after a few days. Now this is an endless cycle, he comes round, acts like we are sorting things out and then decides he can’t do it again.
I’m just so tired, I do love him but all he ever does is use what I did as an excuse to treat me like crap.
Last month he messaged me to tell me he had tried to sleep with another woman but couldn’t due to “difficulties”, yet we aren’t together as he always states so why would he go out of his way to tell me this?
A few months before that he had took a picture of his female friend in his bed and sent it to me, telling me he had slept with her then later told me nothing happened.
All he ever does is tell me what a tramp I am and how all his friends and family think I’m disgusting and he should never have gotten me pregnant. I’m a whore, and all his friends were talking about me being a whore when he last went out, yet then he comes around again like he wants to move forward!
I know I cheated but is it really fair for him to still be this way?