Please.
I had been with ExH for 9 years when a few months ago he left me say he did not love me any more.
I suspected another woman but he denied it, instead he made me out to be a psycho and concocted all these stories in his head of how awful I was. I thought I was going mad and losing my mind.
Fast forward a few months and I've pulled myself together, realised that there is a life without him in it and started dating again (tentatively).
This weekend he brought the children home and told me he was consumed with jealousy and that he still loves me and wants to try again for the children. He then admitted there was another woman. I found out about all the lies and deceit and even that she is on here and had been stalking my posts and reporting back to him.
I stupidly told him that we could work through it together if he ended all contact with her immediately. He did, but today has apparently changed his mind and said he needs to be alone for his mental health, and that he has contacted her again.
So we are over once more and he has left me to deal with telling the children again (he told them we were back together).
I feel so hurt all over again, the things he said to me about loving me, we spent all night together on Friday and Saturday being intimate. He told me all of the things about her that he didn't like, the pressure she put him under to be a father to her children, we realised that the fake profile Facebook messages to me even before he left were from her, even a report to social services about me came from her!
How can he want to be with someone like that? How can he destroy his children emotionally like that?
And how can she have no morals? I'm fully aware that he is the coward but she is just as bad in pursuing a married man imo.
I just feel so low, so used and so heartbroken all over again. Why has he done this when I was starting to get my life back?