I’ve been with DP for 12 years, 4 DC
We’ve been through ups and downs obviously but I always felt like he had my back and we were together in everything
More and more recently I am feeling like he just doesn’t like me
I think he possibly still loves me and I don’t think for 1 second that he wants to break up
But I just feel so shit atm and like I’m constantly trying to get something from him and he just throws me some crumbs to shut me up, not because he actually wants to talk to me/kiss me/cuddle me etc and I just feel like I’m annoying him, which in turn probably makes me more needy
I don’t even think this makes much sense, I’m just feeling very sorry for myself tonight and wondering if there’s anyone out there maybe in the same boat?