I've wrote this a few times but never posted... I don't even know how to put down how I feel.
Me and dp have been together 4years we have a DD and I'm 14 weeks pregnant. Just before I became pregnant there was issues with me and his dm. It's been resolved but caused issues with me and dp an since I became pregnant I've have serious doubts about our relationship because of how he handled the issues and treated me.
Which happened last night when he got frustrated with DD he thinks he can talk to me how ever he wants no matter how rude and cruel it is.
I just don't see us together when I think of the future. I don't think I can leave yet I do still love him... but I don't think we (as cheesy as it sounds) belong together. But I'm pregnant and feel really lonely and vunrable.
I guess the point of the post is... Is it ok to not leave straight away ... How long did it take does it make me horrible to want to wait until after the baby is born or longer because I'm scared of being single mom of two.
I know this is all rambled and I'm sorry I'm just feeling really confused and emotional