I’ve been married for over ten years. I didn’t have a great relationship with my mum growing up although my childhood was far better than many. My dh says my mum emotionally damaged me which is probably true. So I’ve never explored anything outside the traditional because I’ve felt my mum wouldn’t approve and due to several long term relationships despite always being curious. I’m also attracted to men. I’m nearly 40 now and it’s something sitting there in the back of my mind. I’m married with no intention to cheat but I’ve developed a crush on someone. She’s married and works closely with my ds and is also married (to a man). I found the old ‘turning tavern’ threads and found them interesting but wondered if anyone else could relate.