I'll try not to drip feed but not be too long.
I work in a niche area of my business - just me and my boss as senior staff supported by juniors. We have worked in same firm for 12 years and closely together for 6. We have always been very close - everyone has always commented that we are joined at the hip. We travel away together a lot and this is where the problem has arisen.
On a recent trip there was a mess up with hotel rooms - only 1 had been booked (my secretaries fault). We were exhausted after travelling so agreed to share a room - big mistake. The inevitable happened and this physical contact made me fall instantly in love (bear in mind we have been very close for years)
However he had a partner of 3 years who he was very much in love with. The day after the night we spent together he agreed to finish his relationship so we could be together. Fast forward and he is obviously missing her terribly. If he goes back to her my heart will be broken and I'm not sure how we can continue to work. He has now applied for another job which he will get - I think this is probably how he sees getting out of our relationship. I can't imagine a future without him - he's part of who I am. How do I deal with this? I think about him constantly when I'm not with him. I absolutely adore him.