I don't know if this is the right place to post this because it's about a friendship but here goes...
A close friend fell out with me on NYE 2017, so over a year ago now. We were friends for more than 12 years and she was my bridesmaid in August 2017. I miss her and I think about her almost every day.
Like most arguments, it was over something quite silly, initially but then it escalated and she said some things, personal things about me, that had quite clearly been on her mind for a good while beforehand.
I wish she was still in my life now but if I think about contacting her, I can't bring myself to do it. She's fallen out with me once before this, about 4 years into our friendship over something equally as pathetic (in my opinion) so, naturally, I am reluctant to put myself out there again to potentially be let down again.
It's worth mentioning that about 6 months after we fell out, I was having regular dreams where she appeared, for whatever reason and I ended up contacting her to see if she was okay, maybe read too much into the dreams. She did reply at the time that she was "surprised" to hear from me and that, yes, she was fine. I thought that maybe she would see this as a bit of an olive branch from me and spark a conversation but she didn't and I've heard nothing from her since.
WWYD in my situation? It's quite clear that she probably doesn't think about me or miss me or else she'd get in touch wouldn't she?