Sorry for the dramatic headline but my head is not in the right place at the moment. Myself and my wife have been married for close on 10 years now, we have 4 children at ages 12, 9 (twins) and 5. We have had issues in the past as i believe my wife has been unfaithful and last Friday i must admit i checked her phone and found a Google search 'how to tell a colleague that you fancy him". I realise i should not have checked her phone but it is i feel because she has lost my trust. I have confronted her in the past but she denies everything..will not admit a thing!! My head is frankly in the clouds...