After getting out of a vicious, violent marriage, getting through the break up of my last relationship (when he cheated), I genuinely thought "surely there can't be any more bullshit".
I met someone, we were definitely different and being really honest I don't think he was right for me, but he's ended things this week and I'm gutted. Not so much for him I think, but because I'm hurtling towards a point where I won't be able to have a family and I'm losing hope.
The way he ended things was really cold and cruel. He ended it, I accepted it, then he got in touch and said he'd made a mistake. I agreed to meet him. He took that opportunity to tell me again, to my face, that he felt nothing for me. I've now blocked all forms of contact, but I'm so sad.
What am I doing wrong? I swear I'm a good person - I'm successful, caring, fun, relatively alright looking...why does no one kind and decent want to be with me?
Sorry, so self pitying, but it's my birthday soon and it'll be another shit one. I was so excited about the future after my divorce from the violent tosser. Now I just feel afraid that I've wasted too much time and broken myself in the process.