Sorry I just need to vent. I've haven't been with dp long. Got together a year after I left an abusive marriage. He's been amazing since we met. Very open and kind and loving.
Anyway we found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago. He's younger than me. I have dc and in the middle of a degree so we both decided to terminate. I went to the clinic yesterday by myself as he couldn't take time off work.
They gave me the initial tablet and gave me the rest to take home. I inserted the other 4 last night and was in awful pain. He rubbed my back a bit but then got tired so went to bed. He had left for work by the time I got up this morning. Tonight the bleeding has started alongside the pains. I felt I could cope but have been very tearful and upset about the whole thing. Once again he's upstairs snoring his head off and I'm downstairs in pain and bleeding on my own. I have a 13 hour night shift tomorrow and he is off. Aibu to think he should be supporting me through this. I needed him last night but he was asleep. Don't know if it's my hormones or the fact I'm in pain that's clouding my judgement.