please don't shoot me down here.
have been with DH for 15 years. Sex life been poor since birth outlast dc, 3 years ago. mostly my fault 9weight gain/depression/generally unreceptive).
I suspect DH has cheated, he denies but have a gut feeling. Had a big heart to heart. we both know marriage has broken but want to fix it.
how can we do this? can I accept he says he hasn't cheated and move forward? clearly there are trust issues (my side) but also a lot of love - I think - on both sides. we also want to make work for the DC, not just because of them but clearly if genuinely could work, would be better.
counselling is a no. looking for advice on how we fall in love again. realise this is opposite of mumsnet LTB/Dont do pick me/etc but I love him. I haven't been perfect (never cheated) but can see I've been hard to live with.
any advice or been there this worked, welcome 