Please someone tell me im not holding on to someone that don't want holding on to. My bf left, he never came home and text me the next day. He won't talk to me and ignores most if my messages. He tells me he thinks about me a lot and he loves me but we failed, that he thought he was doing things the easy way but turns out to be the hard way, that there is no one else that he don't plan on being with anyone and he don't want no one else, he phoned me when he wants to explain or justify what he's done but as soon as I say something he don't like he puts the phone down and ignores me. I feel like he's playing games or he likes hurting me, he dise have mental health problems and has some brain damage. He never talks to anyone about anything. He says he is finding this hard and everything we argued about was petty, we never really argued as he's have his say then go out. I'm so in love with him and he always told me he felt the same. We planned our lives together so how can he just walk away without trying. I feel so lost and all I csn think about is being with him. I know I'm stupid all my friends tell me no one should be treated the way he's treating me but that don't stop how I feel. I feel like I'll never be happy without him.