My boyfriend left out of the blue, I woke up and he was gone. We had been having problems and he has mental health problems. He won't talk to me and when he dose it's all about what I was doing. Over the 6 weeks I seen him out and blocked him in to try talk, he phoned the police and told them I hacked his email, I never, but he phoned me and wanted to explain. He tells me he loves me and thinks about me all the time, that it was all petty stuff. He says there is no one else that he don't plan in being with anyone and he don't want anyone else, he says he finds it hard but still ignores me. I love him deeply and miss him so much. Why would he feel the need to explain? Why tell me he loves me? I don't understand. We planned our lives together so hiw can he walk away so easy?