So, I'll try and keep this short but I think it'll be a long one so I do apologise
I am married to such a great man. 2 amazing children. Problem is...all my trust in him has gone. All over him hiring a woman to work in his shop when he lied and said his silent partner hired her. It's so petty. I'd normally not even think twice about it but this time it's stuck. I question everything he does. Everything we do I overthink it and make like other situations in my head that haven't even happened. It's absolutely ruining us and making him so sad and miserable cause im such an arse with him. I struggle to speak about my feelings due to past trauma as a child. I think a lot of it is my self esteem as I've gained a lot of weight and feel so rubbish over it all. We don't spend much time together as I work nights and he works days. So I guess my question is, what do I do? Do I leave cause I'm clearly only making him sad. How do I make it better 😫 what's even happened to me!