ExH and I divorced a few years ago. It was my fault. It wasn't an affair or anything but I questioned it all.
I made such a mistake.
Since then we have stayed close. He moved out. We both saw a few people but kept coming back to each other.
Over the last 6 months he's been here a lot. Stayed over a lot. Been intimate a lot. Its felt just like old times and I've been so happy when he's here.
But when he goes home I miss him so much.
He knows how I feel and he says there's no rush. There's no time frame. He said he's not looking for anyone else. He enjoys spending time with me. Staying over.
I made the mistake of telling him I loved him. He said I know. It hurt. He says he's always loved me but he won't say the words directly.
I'm being pushy and I don't want to scare him away but I'm also desperate to have my family back together.
Any advice?