Does heartbreak ever go away

[FREYASMUMMY2015]

My ex walked out on me in news years dat after an argument becUse he was paranoid after questioning me about being in my phone when I was trying to arrange a surprise for him for his birthday. His stuff is still at my house including his kids things. I love him so much and miss him. And his kids and I can't bring myself to say get your stuff I want nothing more than for him. To sho up. And tell me he's an idiot and he loves me but thats just wish full thinking lol. I have been left heart broken as I havnt done anything yet he's acting like I have this is hurting so much and my anxiety is through the roof. I just wish I could switch my feeling off. How long will this last it's been a month already and am. Still the same. Surely this should go. Away soon.
Sorry this is more of a moan than. Question. I just wanna know has anyone my tips to mKe yourself feel better after. Break. Up x

It does go away but how long it takes depends on all sorts of things.

However, even if he did show up and say he made a terrible mistake, you'd really need to question whether someone that paranoid about you is the right person for you. Ultimately, when you've moved on and met someone new, you might well come to realise that you've had a lucky escape. In the meantime, be kind to yourself, look after your physical welfare and the rest will follow.

Thank you. I feel OK but then I am still find the little thi gs hard like every morning I pass near his mums on my way to work and I get all anxious and when I see his type of car and with his stuff still in mine. I know I need to let go but I don't feel ready to my anxiety is through the roof and I just wanna feel normal again.