We have been married 15 years , he is very abusive mentally sometimes physically, we have had yet another argument cos he slags my kids and family off I've just finished radiotherapy cos of breast cancer, when diagnosed a couple of months ago he said he hopes I die from it he has not supported me at all and tells me I'm fat, ugly no one will want me, he says my older kids are not normal ( they don't even live with me, I've never met someone so vindictive spiteful or as nasty as him, we have one teen who's both of ours, we've just had a massive fight we're his hit me in the mouth tried to strangle me with the cord of his top and I've hit back so his got scratches on his face were I'm trying to get away, I've got bruises coming up on both my arms,
I don't know what to do anymore I'm unwell and really struggling with everything, animals need looking after as well, I have other illnesss as well as cancer . His outside smoking at the moment and I don't know we're to turn