I left what I believe was a verbally abusive relationship - my exdp could be extremely moody and would go into terrible rages at times - shouting etc over something that would literally have nothing to do with me.
He would admitake to being insecure and I did all I could to alleviate that. Most recently he was nasty and horrible both to me and my dc. I challenged him - once he had calmed down - he apologised but I just wouldn't back down from it. My dc dad approached me as dc had told him what happened - I again argued with exdp abput this - this time I was told that I clearly didn't want to be with him - complete avoidance of the issue again. H sent messages veering from snappy and to the point to solicitous.
I told him in no uncertain terms I wasn't wrong etc - so it's over - 2 months now! - why then am I feeling so low - dreaming of him etc