Have endometriosis has the op and now going through extreme amounts of pain 12 months later. It’s so bad I’m on codine every day I’m exhausted and so over all of this. I’ve had a scan for the pain I’m still in it’s come back normal. I’m crying in the bath due to the pain I’ve had a 3 month period I’m on two different meds to stop periods that don’t work and every night my bath just fills with lots of clots. It’s really depressed me I struggle to do anything but go to work. Relationship is struggling as the house is a state constantly mainly my mess partner helps out when he can but he works 12 hour days and most weekends works from home. He understands I’m ill and does sympathies. But after a long day he comes home to a shit tip when I’ve been at home for 4 hours doing nothing (aka codine hot bath and bed). I don’t see friends anymore because I’m so exhausted. Work have not put me on an improvement plan due to me struggling my manger is so lovely and given me so much leeway but I just want to quite don’t see the point it anything at the moment I’m so down I cry every day I don’t no what to do I’ve paid to see a specialist and he was amazing but at 250 an appointment and 1.5 hours by train it’s a struggle to see him