Piecing it together

[Ladywahwah]

He’s gone been awhile now and with OW
Been very careful to make it look like a new thing
But actually in hindsight I can see it was a gradual emotional affair
I can see when he started acting different towards me, sprucing himself up on the days they worked together.
I can see how when he went he had the possibility of her lined up.

It just all falls into place with hindsight

Just found some old emails to a friend a few years back
He was trying to live a party central life tho we had small needy kids
So he has gone to someone young enough to be in that phase of life still

I posted yesterday that I was obsessed if they will last or not
I’m now now

I don’t think they will be happy as he is not normal and those issues will always be there.

I've done this madness in my head for over a year. Please stop as it will destroy you! Awake at night going over and over, honestly it's messed with my head. Find help, talk to someone in real life don't tournament yourself a minute more! Hugs x

Sorry should say I’m not now

Just on own with thoughts

Had a lot of RL support but it’s been awhile now & people busy with Christmas