Hi all.
I got married on sep 2015 and my husband left me n went onsite and later I too joined him on Nov 2015... He s very workaholic which he never accept...as newly married my life was very plain... To have physical contact I ve to wait till weekends and he was not attracted to me... And he doesn't even know how to make love.. i argued with him once on Christmas that he was not paying attention to me rather he s always working... Even if we make love he LL b off thinking of work... The issue which I put before him made him upset and he said if I want to live with him I should not get anger.. I can simply say he s a robot with no emotions... My sex life was not good... Atlast I made it a task to get baby... And we got baby on Feb 2017...
These many days I ve many negativity on him but was telling him in funny way to him but he never listen to those... Like he won't even care for baby in womb... Never turned up for doctor appointment or scan... All becoz f work pressure... Where he can take an hour permission from office... Which made me very upset later...
Till my daughter born we never ve any argument but later we fight every other day... I was suffering from postpartum depression and cry missing him he never cares to console me rather spoke with her mom for hours and hours... He usually returns vert late from office that's around 9 night... All day alone sleepless nights showed me hell... My baby s poor sleeper... I never got help from him...
So fight starts I was shouting at him and we fight we abuse each other... And it continues till now... On and off fights....
Now he s changing helping me with baby...he try to console me now... N trys to b romantic to me
But I can't forgot the past where he ignored me... On the same hand I can't accept him now .... Plz help... How to forget the past n live happily...
Wounds r stronger... I can't forgive him... Whenever he approach me now I remember the past...