Haven't posted on here for while, but could do with some soothing words (if at all possible). Have been separated from my husband for almost a year and I have a beautiful daughter by him.
I have recently met a wonderful guy and, although I was trying to be all sensible and cautious...things seem to have moved quickly. We have been going out for around 6 weeks, although due to circumstances we only get to see each other at the weekend. He said he loved me after about 3 weeks of seeing each other, and at first I felt terrified, but realised when I stopped panicking that i actually felt the same. He is the total opposite of my ex, gorgeous, pretty cool (yeah as in he just oozes coolness), he is really intelligent, very sensitive and we have loads in common and he says he adores me. He is always complimenting me, constantly telling me how he feels, says really beautiful things to me.
So you would think...hey she's got it made; but I can't help being paranoid, I don't understand why he's dating me and it is really doing my head in. I totally trust him, but he is one of those men that could literally have anyone he wanted, so I am nonplussed. I think my self esteem has taken a beating from my failed marriage, but I don't want to start a new relationship with my demons hanging over me, how can I clear my head once and for all? I am terrified of getting my heart broken again.