It all started between us last year in the month of Nov.. We work in a same company. We never proposed each other but we came into a relationship with mutual feelings.. He is a muslim guy and I'm an hindu. At the beginning of the relationship he said he can't commit to me as he had a past which didn't work out.. So he is not going to expect anything out of this relationship.. I wanted to stop things between us as he is not giving commitment to me but he didn't agree with me and gave me a word that he will never leave me in the middle.. Let the time decide where it wants to take us, he said. I agreed.. We were very happy with each other.. We never used to tell i love you to each other but we have been sharing the bond and we really respect each other.. I gave my virginity to him. He is really a good person i met in my life. Its been 20days since he broke up with me saying that we don't have a future... We never fought with each other.. We never had any clashes.. We were happy and all of a sudden he texted me saying his current situation is not good and he can't take this relationship anywhere and moreover there is no future for us as we belong to different religions. By the time i received those messages, i was 5weeks pregnant and i got to know that 2 days back of the day he said he wants to end.. I didn't tell him this thinking he is going through a lot with his responsibilities and this shouldn't add stress to him. I went to gynaecologist and she advised me to take a pill for 5days so that it will be gone when i get my menstration. So i thought of letting him know this when i get my periods so that he will not be tensed and harm himself (he stated he is going to die if something wrong happens when i said my periods have been delayed) after 3 days of the breakup, i got my periods and i called him to tell him this. I wasn't that worried thinking that if he comes to know about this he would definitely not leave my side. But, he did. Even after letting him know the situation i went through by myself, he said there is no future.. I was on my first day of menstrual period and ran to his office building (our office building are different now) at 3am in the midnight in a cab all alone. I went to him.. I tried my best to convince him. I said, we will try in future.. Why do you want to break this with your own hands.. Why can't you try at home when time comes.. All he got to say was, it will not work. I'm moving on.. You have to move on too.. Try to understand this is not going to work out.. It was me who said those words in the beginning and he convinced me saying we will try.. He loves me too.. But he is killing his feelings by thinking about the future.. He says he got many responsibilities to do.. His financial situation is not good.. But what i got to do with this? I said I'll wait.. I'll talk at my home.. We will talk at our homes when we are settled..but he is not agreeing.. He just says, there's no future and my family will not accept us.. We will have to suffer alot then. So it's better we end this here. Now here, I'm clueless.. Don't know what to do.. I still want him. And i want to try for us in future..i want him to hold my hand and talk to his parents..but all he says is, that's not going to work out. What all he said was, Instead of being broken when our parents do not accept us in future, it's better we end our relationship now and move on with our own lives..
Now here I'm. Thinking what the hell just happened!!
I begged him.. I tried everything to get him back... Please help