So I’m a little nervous to post this because of the circumstances.
Due to family situation I ended up being an escort at a young age, due to the stigma I am nervous but whilst I did that I had my own city centre two bed apartment, savings, I was independent.
I met a guy as a client, and we spent 48 hours straight together we just clicked, we didn’t sleep together though. He was married, we texted for a while. He told his wife they was like roommates and he wanted to move out, he asked to move in with me and I said no. I said it was too quickly for me. He got his own apartment nearby. It was nice he was like a Prince Charming in my life. Everything I ever wanted in a man.
I stopped escorting as I knew it hurt him, I also got sick. I had an infection and it was running me down. We said we was gonna get a house together, I put towards the deposit and rent etc. I was so nervous to live with someone due to family situations when I was younger but I put all my belief in him.
Fast forward months later and so many red flags ignored - texting his ex wife about therapy and very weird stuff. He met with another escort behind my back, he came home I check his phone and found out, he told me it was to get information on me like he was a detective. This killed me.
Now every arguements he threatened to go book a girl, he shamed me so much for working in the past (even tho when we first met he respected it as he saw how independent I was) he put me down.
The other night he asked me did I want to attend a party I said we will see. I am quite shy and reversed and enjoy alone time. I’m very introverted.
He then called me a cunt with so much venom and hatred in his voice. I went upstairs and stayed quiet. I knew what was coming.
He went on for about half an hour to an hour non stop insulting me, saying I’m weird, saying I’m a freak I have no friends, telling me only a hoe or a escort would not go to parties because she’s scared to meet her ex clients there or something. I’m a horrible human being. Im a leech.
He pays everything for his ex wife even her sky and cleaner and rent bills etc. I recently got a full time job and paid him nearly all my wage towards the bills even tho he makes so much money he tells me. The company closed down so I lost my job. I went on UC and sent him the full payments immediately.
If I say I’ve been invited out he pulls his face, he takes my phone of me if we argue as he pays the bills, he even turns the internet of if I am not doing what he wants.
Lately he is demanding we have sex everyday and I need to be naughtier etc. EVERYTIME I see him he makes a sexual comment. He touches me without asking and it makes me feel uncomfortable.
Last night he strangled me, he threw my laptop on the floor. I was scared of him. He text me about the rent and do I have it knowing I don’t have it but I literallly gave the UC money straight to him to try help, he told me to go out and sell my cunt for it.
I feel so broken. I really believed this was real. I don’t think he even likes me.