I dont know how he feels

[Bazz90]

Ok so i apoligize for the long thread .. so me and my partner have been together for 2 years, at the start he was so affectionate and fun. For the past year we barely have sex at all maybe 10 times this year (hes 23 btw) everytime i try to get a kiss or initiate sex he rejects me and says he is tired.. we had an argument on wednesday and he left, he blocked me on social media and deleted pics of me and added lots of girls.. we sorted it out and he came home last night..i tried to have sex and he rejected me again.. am i wasting my time on him? I feel so unwanted and unloved and ive tried talking about it but all i get is im just tired.. i cant help but think he will just up and leave if he meets a girl he likes.. he always says he is so loyal and has never cheated but what am i supposed to think? Im 5 years older than him and ive really sorted his life out for him.. im scared that ive made him into this great guy and another girl will enjoy the benefits of that without putting in the work.. i have mental health problems myself and i understand im hard to deal with at times.. but he knows hes my everything

OP - walk away and don’t look back. Or better - run!!!

You haven’t made him into a great guy. Maybe a good roommate....
At 23 he is still a child and you want him to be a grown up man.

He is probably just staying with you for convinience. At his age - his libido must be through the roof.

Or else - he is unwell. But him not wanting to check it out means he is probably OK, and getting it elsewhere.

Im 5 years older than him and ive really sorted his life out for him

Maybe he sees you as a sort of mother figure now that you've sorted him out. Or he might resent this "sorting out". Maybe he liked the way he was before and wishes you hadn't interfered. Whatever, he is clearly not into you any more so I'd suggest letting him go.