Ugh, sorry in advance if you read this, as I'm being pathetic.
Okay, so I've posted a few times now and had come to the conclusion my husband is abusive. Despite me asking him to leave (he refuses), and me trying to tell him I remain unhappy, he continues to act as if nothing is wrong and, indeed , as if nothing has happened over the last few weeks.
I have an appointment with a solicitor tomorrow afternoon and I am very much feeling my nerves draining away. What if my husband really is trying to change? What if he is right and I have made too much of his outbursts and poor treatment of me and the children?
I will keep my appointment, but I am terrified!
No need to reply, just setting it out here to try and clear my head!