I have a lovely partner, a good job and a house.
But I'm so desperately sad. I can't picture this just being my life forever now.
We are TTC and have been hit with multiple miscarriages so far. Now it seems all I want is to be a mother and I can't be satisfied with anything else.
I feel like I'm spending my days waiting for something that seems to happen to everyone else rather than enjoying the fact I have a man who loves me and a good stable life. I'm so desperate and down all the time.
I'm 25! I have time. But I've never experienced this sort of impatience before. Everything is boring to me except the prospect of having a child now. I just want to skip my life until it happens.
I feel so guilty on my partner he's trying so hard to get me to just enjoy our time just us but I feel so dissatisfied with everything right now.