I’ve never thought of myself as gay although I have had two very intense crushes on women in the past.
I’ve never really found men’s bodies attractive although I have had a couple of men I liked a lot and had relationships with.
Lately though I have been feeling so lonely and wondering if the reason I’m so rubbish at this relationship thing is because I am gay but then I don’t know if I am or if I just have issues ... I don’t even know where to start finding women I might want to date.
Not sure why I’m posting, if anybody has useful advice?