So today I picked my son up from ex partners mums house, he also lives there. She was out the door before I could get out of the car. She says ex has been getting messages and pictures saying I've been cheating on him for years. She said he told her not to tell me but shes worried about how he was behaving. I asked where he was now and she said in bed so I went up to try and talk to him but he was out of it. He's been really struggling with mental health since we split and Ive been trying so hard just to keep on friendly terms with him and support him to get help. Was on medication but stopped, he's not working at the moment either. I just don't understand who is saying this to him or if it's all in his head. And if he does genuinely believe it I don't know how he thinks I had time to cheat on him, between working and looking after ds. I never go out.
I'm just so scared of how he's reacting. I can't believe he can think I would have cheated. I don't really know what to expect from writing this but makes me feel better writing this. I'm just so tired of trying to make sure he's ok. I just want to move on with my life and not have to worry about him. It's draining.