I recently started a part-time job in my university.
Yesterday, I met a guy who came from a different uni to give out free iced coffees to new students. I love iced coffees. So, I got one from him. Him and his other colleague were handing them out to students. This guy seemed to want to talk to me. At first, he was talking about the coffee- I just thought he was promoting his product really well. Then, I kept passing him several times as part of my job that day showing students around and he wanted to initiate conversation with me. I did not understand this. So, I thought he was just being friendly. Plus I was working and my manager seemed strict. So, was stressed. But, when I got home last night after work, I thought - 'Did that coffee guy like me? Was he trying to hit on me?'
I kind of think he was. Since I understood that, I feel so sad. Don't know his name or what course he is doing. He doesn't know mine either. All I know is the uni he is studying at. He is soo good-looking.
I think of myself as average. And yesterday I was having a bad hair day. Literally- my hair was a bit not so swooshy. My hair was a bit greasy, not a lot, but a bit. Maybe I couldn't understand he was hitting on me because of my insecure feelings?
There is no way for me to see him again. He said he won't be in today.
Haven't been on a date or been touched by a man for nearly 15 years. :(
Feeling sad. This happened a few years ago as well. Another great looking guy I met randomly was hitting on me, but I didn't understand it. We didn't exchange names.
How do I move forward and be hopeful that I will experience love?
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I am feeling so sad and down about missing the coffee guy's signals. Or maybe he wasn't hitting on me and was just being friendly. Who knows!