That is terrifying and also depressingly expected at the same time. The failure of the police to help a woman in desperate need. Shock. Fuck I wish I wasn’t so cynical.
I’m really proud of you though. You’re amazing. You’re out! You’re away from him and he’s never going to be able to get into your head like he did ever again. He’s scary as hell, yes. But one day you will see him as a tiny little man raging in tiny teeny toddler like rage doing nothing except pulling at his willy and making himself look like a cock.
But right now he is dangerous and do you think the police in your country will help make you safer? I’m so sorry this is happening. But you are doing this right. Sadly, the only way to get to the freedom at the other side of this hell is to go through this awfulness now, to get to the other side 
Btw, want to hear something really stupid? In a sick kind of way! At least you recognise what he’s doing to you. It took me a while (12 months ish), and a lot of mumsnetters for me to click I was being abused, a few years ago now. You know, the whole lot, emotionally, socially, financially, physically etc. It escalated and because of that, and me talking about it on here, I feared for DS and that gave me the push to go. And we’re ok now. But it was only 2-3 YEARS after we got out that I realised what he did to me for all those years before was rape. And I had to check on here just to make sure! And apparently it was, badly, repeatedly, awfully. For years. And I didn’t realise. Somehow?!?!
So, at least, you’re waaaaay ahead of the game here! You can name it. Which I think is bloody brilliant because I couldn’t see the nose on the end of my face as it were.
And you talked about it. I think that means you’re that much closer to healing.
And THAT is why I’m bloody proud of you and I’ve gone to the loo to cry now, because I’m all emotional.
Not in one of those silly mumsnet phrases thingies ‘ooh I’m crying’. Nope, real drippy ones sat on my loo hiding from my son (sorry bad image for you there!).
I’m crying because I don’t know your story except what you’ve written on here. But it’s clear it took huge courage to do what you’ve done. And you’ve endured huge suffering. And now you might have to go through some more because the law is shit and other people can be shit and maybe he will be very shit. But you are nearer than you’ve been ever since this started to freedom and happiness and love ... and just being able to be you again. NOTHING beats the feeling of living without fear. It’s bloody amazing. And you’re close xxxxxxx