Not sure anyone can help really - I’m mostly letting off steam. Have decided I need to leave DH. Things are not good, atmosphere tense at home, he’s playing games with being miserable/moody and taking me to the brink of thinking he’s going to divorce me and then being all happy and like super dad. There’s a million things I could tell you about why our relationship has failed! Anyway, for reasons I can’t go into I want to wait until after Christmas to split (he kind of knows it’s coming though). It will be much easier for dc and me if I can make it until then. But I’m just becoming so impatient and more and more annoyed/frustrated/irritated by the day. Trying so hard to keep things going for dc but it’s so difficult! Anyone else struggled through these last few months before separation and any advice on how to get through it? Thanks