Hi, new to the site just needed somewhere to talk and interact.
So after 22 months I ended my relationship with a guy I work with, we rushed into long together, I have two kids and he has one. He was charming and loving and came at the right time in my life, however he is lazy, selfish and didn't want to do family days out, we stopped going places as he has a massive gambling habit, and that would come before me but not before his friends or daughter, basically i wasn't a priority even though be moved in to my house and drove my car etc. So after many months of my anxiety being out of control due to feeling unworthy u asked him to leave, he did and went home to his mum's who lives 2 hours away, having to leave his daughter and job, he managed to work from home for.the month and is now back in the office and staying with a friend, sofa surfing aetc so although it was m6 decision i miss him, and seeing him at work everyday is a struggle, I'm.findkng it hard to move past it and even considered making things work however he has turned around and said I betrayed him, im not worthy of him anymore etc, I've cried myself to sleep ever night since I made him leave. I dunno how to get past it