So recently I found out I was pregnant and me and my boyfriend agreed that considering our situation that going ahead with the termination would be the best option right now. However I feel like I'm starting to despise him because it's as though he keeps trying to play it down, he says that it's not that big of a deal and that all I'll have to do is take a pill and when he found an abortion clinic for me and told me to ring the number after I wasn't having much luck , he messaged me saying where's my thank you and I replied saying thank you to which he said I can't believe I had to ask you to say it and that's really upset me because it's made me feel like a burden when we both should have been searching for clinics anyway and it shouldn't have just been me , even though he is there and is going to come to the clinic with me I feel really disconnected from him. The day I found out I was pregnant I was crying and I told him I don't feel like he's taking it seriously and he said he wants to move forward and that crying about it won't help anything but I just wanted him to understand that it meant alot to me as it was not how I imagined the first time getting pregnant to be like. I also feel extremely guilty and have so many other emotions and am just feeling really sensitive and vulnerable right now and I just feel like I can't get it across to him because it's not that big of a deal for him.