Help!!! Should I leave?

[Nameisthegame]

Okay my main thing is I have Ds 1, my DP me and her godmother got into a three some I think it only happened due to being plied with booze. Me and the DP oppressed a bit on the rocks atm, I didn’t enjoy it but I went along due to passivity (ds fine asleep) I pm thinking about leaving him you can’t go back from this (we had a open relationship but haven’t discussed since having the baby. The godmother is the one person he was never Alowed to get with)

I feel terrible and I want to run.

I don’t want this life going on around my ds.

What's stopping you leaving? What does oppressed on the rocks mean? Depression? Drugs? I genuinely don't understand.

If you feel you are going along with things you're not happy with, why? Is it to keep him happy?

Are you having threesomes while your child is in the house? Surely this is unacceptable. It seems irresponsible to be behaving in this way with a child in the house.

You have bigger issues right now than who your husband has had a threesome with.
You have a child to protect.

Why are you having sex with ppl u don't want to or bring in an open relationship if its not what u want. I think you need to lace if this is the life u dont want. All the best x

This is a confusing post. In more ways than one.

If the child is asleep, then I personally don't see an issue. If they were not asleep however...

The godmother was off limits and yet he forced the issue (through substances) and you ended up capitulating. If find that intriguing as it raises all kinds of ideas as to why your partner would transgress a very important boundary in an open relationship.

I don't do polyamory (too tricksy) but you are already articulating you want to leave.

This doesn't smell right. I do think this is a LTB tbh. Only you can judge.

Take care OP.