So sad and lonely and trying to be strong ..can't seem to stop contact and I keep wishing phones weren't invented. He's been showing signs of wanting to finish for months. He kept me stringing along and kept putting off moving in together(after 3years). After a big fight he says he doesn't believe in marriage when I told him I want to settle down and can't keep just dating. He says that we could move in together but not this year and he never wants to marry. He wants everything on his terms. I stopped being available for him and went away with family and he got annoyed with me wanted to know where I was. He does his weekends away with the boys and makes plans for the weekend at the last minute. I know this is not healthy but it's like my heart won't listen to my head. Anyone got any ideas for how to get over him? Even a joke so I can push him out of my thoughts 🤔