I've finally done it!! I'm ready to LTB (as many wise mumsnetters have advised for a while!)
I feel so free, scared and anxious for the future but wonderfully fresh and ready to start over.
I feel so sorry for my dc but I know this is better in the long run and that there are worse things than separated parents.
He was emotionally and financially abusive, he cheated again and again and made me believe it was my fault for being insecure ( I wasn't before him)
I've spent so long believing I'm weak for staying but now I know it was his fault for being cruel and I deserve better.
Not really sure why I'm posting I just wanted to share, I'm not really telling people yet in rl and would love a hand hold while I start all over again,
If anyone is in a miserable relationship I promise you can do it ! And it will feel better and be better. Here's to be being better off alone than with a bully 
