I know its so pathetic but I cant help but feel so down about this! Im approaching 30 wish I guess makes it feel worse. I am single and have 4 kids and I just feel so sad it will never happen for me. I watched my mum be a single mum my whole life and I always wanted the opposite. I did want to be married before 30, but im not even in a relationship, I kept getting back with my ex just so there was some hope but he was abusive and very manipulative. Ive never even lived with a man (ex refused.) Realistically I cant meet anyone due to my children. Just feeling down about it.