Hello all.
NC so I'm not outed.
Need a rant. And help.
Been with DH for best part of 14 years, married for 8. 4 DC. Both early 30s.
For the last 4 years marriage has been getting worse.
He made us move 200 miles away from everyone to "work on it". And it hasn't made a difference.
We don't speak unless it's about the kids.
No physical contact for years. (Not even hugs/kisses).
Spends all the money coming in and complains and tantrums if he doesn't get his own way.
Complains that he has to "babysit" his own DC if I need to go somewhere without them.
I am beginning to despise him.
He has now accused me of having an affair with my best friend (male). Myself and said friend speak everyday, lots in common, soulmates in a friends way. And have always said if we weren't both married /met a different time etc we might of.
(Like to say I wouldn't have an affair)
I don't know what to do for the best as I can't live like this anymore. I'm now away from all of my friends, stuck with someone I don't like, lonely and touch starved. I can feel myself getting lower and lower and can't go on like this.
I've tried to get him to leave before but he won't.
Thanks all