Hi ya,I put a post on yesterday about how full things are with me and the OH..
I’ve woken up with the realisation it’s over!
I was asked how I could love him being that I’m ignored ect but I do..I do love him I couldn’t bare him not being mine.but the thing is I crave love laughter a social life (with my partner) attention and just someone who doesn’t criticise all the time!!
Last night I was in bed and he’s done his teeth he asks before he turns out the bathroom light if I need to go in there,I told him no I’m done..his reply for the 100 millionth time in all our years was have u done your teeth? So I said yes of course!! He’s checking I’ve brushed my teeth before bed! What the fuck??? Ive always explained I’ve been in there u just didn’t see me here come smell my breath and check but I realised that that’s really not normal is it??!! This morning he tells me my son can’t have his birthday party on a saturday because I need to go to work
Ok so I’m self employed and we are a bit skint,I work 5 days a week and I get home and I’m shattered!! I work every other Saturday and now he’s TELLING me you have to go to work we need the money...is that right or am I being lazy? My job is physical so I’m on my feet all day..it’s MY job to find childcare during the holidays cos he won’t have a childminder,my brother in law said he’d Take my kids to the beach last week and he said no cos he do t trust anyone eles..bro in law (my sisters husband) is lovely and has two of his own children..so he’s not an idiot around children!! But his sister can take the kids to a pool?? I don’t know what to do I feel sick in my stomach.all I really want is for the bullshit to stop and be happy I don’t want another man if we spoilt I’ll be happy being on my own! I’d rather not have anyone tbh! Honestly as I type my stomach is in knots and just don’t know what to say to him or how..please help me I got just one reply on my other post..I need opinions..