Left my abusive ex in March
Well jan/Feb but it took me that time to find a place
That place is coming to the end of its tenancy and now moving again
Let my ex back in a couple of times and all I've done this year is go round in circles !
I feel like I'm going mad !!!
I've just literally made a promise to myself and for my los sake I'm done but really done
I've blocked and deleted and sent one final email saying to leave me alone, all my reasons why and I have to refrain from giving in
He's very pursuading
He huffs, puffs, gets annoyed at the slightest of things, work comes before me and lo, he's in debt, put me in debt, I walk on egg shells
Nothing is his fault, it's all mine
So I ended it and then he turns up, begs me back, tells me he has nothing without me and cries and I've always given in
Not this time...I feel I haven't got over it coz I haven't gone no contact
I know I need to
Even when he got in contact although we weren't together
As we were in contact I haven't had a clean break
I'm emotionally drained 😞😞😞