4 years ago, a friend assaulted me physically and emotionally only to gain public attention and also lied to people that i am a bad person...... Now after going on our own ways, i am still struggling in coping with it........ My focus is completely shaken...... I can't concentrate on my studies. That humiliation is eating me. Meditation, exercise nothing is working. Since i am from small town.,counseling service is not here........... People around me are calling me psycho......... Any advice on how to cure this