I’m medicated but in a downward spiral for the last 2 months. Therapy options exhausted. I can’t stop crying and I never feel my work is done. I cry after sex because I feel inadequate. I cry over the housework because i never have the energy to finish it. DP told his workmates that I’m so unhappy and now I’m anxious daily that he’s being told to leave me. I know he’s considering it. I try and overcompensate for my unhappiness with gifts and dates and kindness but it still makes me cry because I know he’d rather just be with someone happy. I think about suicide daily but I don’t wan anyone to feel blame.