About 6 weeks ago I told my OH I wanted to divorce. I have posted already about how he has treated me, verbally very aggressive, humiliates me over money....etc etc. Only now I feel so incredibly guilty about my decision. He still lives here until we sort out what’s happening and we have a 2 year old daughter who loves her daddy. I can’t stand to see him now looking so sad and helpless at the prospect of what he tells me “of loosing his family”. We are all the family he has here in the UK. But I have hated our relationship so far, it’s made me mentally unwell as I’m afraid of him and his temper, I walk on eggshells. I thought this was going to be easy, but it’s horrible. I was back at the doctors yesterday as I can’t control my anxiety 😢 I just don’t know what to do anymore and I don’t have anybody to talk to about it.