Kicked bf out

[Dolphins23]

So today I found out my boyfriend of 2 years was messaging some other girls behind my back, he said it's my fault for not appreciating him enough (totally b sh*t!) He hasn't met them just talked for a couple of days then deleted the apps and them etc because he realised what he's done wrong before I found out. I know I won't be able to trust him again when he goes work (this is when he decides to talk to other girls) or I don't believe anythin he says again.
I've kicked him out knowin it's the right thing to do
But I can't help loving him. We were happy and amazin together :(

You'll get through this. It's Just happened so you're bound to doubt yourself but stay strong. If you felt it was the right thing to ask him to leave then it must have been. I'm sure it was apologetic and full of promises it might have been different but he tried to blame you for his behaviour. That's a dick move!
You don't trust him and you're worth more than to be with someone that makes you feel unhappy. It's better to be alone than unhappy with someone.

In lying here beside someone who done the same to me twice I’m now ready to give birth thinking should I go through his phone. My advice is run I wish I had of. The first time was 2 years ago the second 9 months ago don’t end up in the mess im in

I just don't get why he's done it, everything was fine , he even said not long ago that we should try for a baby and wants get married :s. Yes he was very apologetic, cryin etc. I'm quite emotional but for once in my life, I just did not cry at all, I just feel fine! Like it's no surprise, I'm used to it.

Kerry I hope he has stopped it and your ok! Hope it works out for you x

Some people just can’t help themselves I’m not saying that people can’t change but in my experience he didn’t I only took him back because I found out about was pregnant I doubt mine will change but now she have no expectations so hopefully the next time il b able to move on! I hope you make the right decision please don’t rush into a baby or marriage they have a way of telling you what you want to hear to hide their wrong doings

Don't worry I'm not rushin into an of that lol I've already got 2 kids and was married to a physical and abusive man. I've learnt to be stronger x