Feeling upset & annoyed with myself

[Joy69]

Ok been on & off with my boyfriend over the last 2 years. I know he's not good for me, but I've kept going back thinking this time he'd change. Of course he didn't.
Anyway last weekend he went to see a band. I had no contact whatsover from him, which I said had upset me ( I had sent a text Friday) Just found out his ex girlfriend was there & they all arranged to meet. They had, had no contact, but are suddenly friends on fb ( I know this sounds like Im a stalker, but notifications come up) Anyway they are both going to a festival next weekend & it's almost like Ive been dismissed. I stupidly sent him a message saying abit of honesty would be nice, and its not nice to play with people's feelings.
That's it really. Just feeling hurt, upset & annoyed with myself for not walking away sooner.

He's a cold idiot and what he did was horrible.
Please don't be upset with yourself as this happens to the best of us. It's not a bad thing to see the best side of someone even if they've treated you badly, it's sad that he's used this to his advantage, however.
Instead of being annoyed with yourself view this as the very last time he, or anyone in fact, can treat you like this. Close the book on you and him. Move on the better things and learn from it. You've most definitely dodged a bullet

Thanks slimGin