So so angry at myself right now!!!! I only have myself to blame
I was dating a guy for a few months he asked me to be his gf after 3 months then a week later he told me he wasn’t ready. Blocked him from messaging moved on then he began three weeks later messaging me on instagram (I didn’t delete him off that as I wanted him to see me having fun not caring about him lol) we got chatting and he told me he missed me, he was completely in love with me wanted to be with me. We messaged back and forth constant for ten days (he was on a family break with DC and his parents) he told me he told his parents and DC all about me he didn’t want to waste any More time. I told him how hurt I’d been the last time and he promised he wouldn’t risk losing me again.
He got home from holiday I went to his stayed the night spent the next day together and just before leaving I asked him ‘what we’re we doin’ well app there is no reason to put a label on it why can we just not date and see what happens.
Basically denied everything he had said about not wasting time and being a proper couple. Honestly it was like two different people. I left and was quite breezy about it yea let’s date. But then the wall of silence has happened again. Wtaf!!!!!! How can you go from telling someone you love them want a family with them etc would he really do all that for a quick shag??? Why bother!!!
I’m so hurt again I suffer from depression he knows this too and how insecure I am about being hurt again after exh and he does this. I want to block him again but part of me is hoping he’ll chnage his mind and tell me he does want all this