I don't know what I expect from this, I'm just a bit lost and lonely.
DH has walked out, phone off. To be honest he's never done this before, but over the last few weeks it's like something has changed.
Tonight it was he was looking for a fight, he seemed to start it out of no where and when I stood up for myself he said he was leaving, he then proceeded to leave DD and I in tears.
I've had a text since then saying he can't believe he ever loved me and he's off to his mums.
I'm sitting here, in an area where I have no one just feeling crap.
For disclosure he's having a hard time at work, but he's said tonight he doesn't lobe me, he hopes I fail at life, he hates me, wants to punch me.
I don't have the right words, but I fear if I don't hold onto the wall il fall down.
I just thought I would reach out.