I'm just so confused.com.
Just bear with while I explain.
During the bad period in my life I was living separated from my son's father. It was hard each living in this situation.
I was not in a right state of mind.
I met 4 guys and not all at same time but over time.
First one I was serious about but we was on and off about about year. I knew he was just using me. So many things he did. I wrote a post about him . He contacted me and wants me back. I don't want to blocked him
The second one was not serious I felt both me and him was going through issues. So recently went to see him got a lot off my chest. We are in contact because I am helping him with something. I did feel confused a bit because suppose saw a different side to him. But deep down I know nothing serious will happen with him.
Third guy - I only spoke to him because of something that happened. It was really awkward. I suppose with this one me and him completely over. But he stopped in car with his mate I turned my back so think he got the message.
Today
Well the one that I do love out the four. I could say we were friends with benefits. I don't know what to say as I thought he was serious with this girlfriend. And he telling me things are complicated yet he telling me your my friend. You can come and see me he says. I honestly not sure as I got myself thinking he might be married by now. It sounds like things are not great with him. He asked me why I'm single.
This one is the one out the four I totally am in love with. I met his cousin online and gave him my number to give him. Yep stupid. But I thought this guy was just winding me up. So today he says he given me your number and I was going to text. I said I didn't expect you too. Your got a girlfriend but he said you not my friend. So I'm thinking today he not in serious relationship something going.
All four guys know something about me so they know sex really is out the question. So is it possible to be friends with them or even say hello from time to time.
The only one I honestly loved was the last one.
I don't want to cut off two of them. But this has happened all in space of two weeks. Feeling like wtf
But the guy today I miss so much.